Teju Cole Describes His Experience of Temporary Partial Blindness in an Essay for Granta
Granta Online has published a brand new essay by Teju Cole, author of Open City which coincides with the publication of their latest print issue, Granta 120: Medicine. In the essay, Cole describes his experience of partial-blindness and how, before receiving a diagnosis of papillophlebitis (Big Blind Spot Syndrome), he had to navigate New York with dilated pupils:
One night in April 2011, I stayed up late, reading the final pages of Virginia Woolf’s diaries. Those pages, written in late 1940 and early 1941, were about the loss of her London home in the war, her terrible nervousness about the ongoing air raids, the unexpected death of Joyce, her love for Leonard, her engagement with literature and, above all, her losing battle against depression. But the pages held a radiance too, because of Woolf’s prose, the intensity of her attention to life, and the epiphanic moments that intermittently illuminated the gloom. I went to sleep in the glare of her words. It was late, around three. I slept dreamlessly. When I woke up, there was a grey veil right across the visual field of my left eye. The blindness wasn’t total – I could see around the lace-like edges of the obstruction – and there was no pain. At the bathroom sink, splashing cold water into the eye, I wondered if this was simply my subconscious at work. Was I like those highly suggestible people who, out of sympathy with something written, drift into an area of darkness?
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- Open City by Teju Cole
EAN: 9780571279432
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