Emma Brockes' She Left Me the Gun Launched with Nancy Richards at Kalk Bay Books
British author Emma Brockes cut an elegant figure, tall and willowy and confident, at the launch of her memoir She Left Me the Gun at Kalk Bay Books last week. She kept her audience giggling as she spoke about her South African-born mother’s lowly regard for the English. Those who had the great pleasure of hearing the award-winning Guardian journalist had an evening they will not soon forget.
They discovered that the faults of the English, according to Brockes’ late mother, included: “coldness, snobbery, boarding schools, tradition, the royals, hypocrisy, fat ankles, waste and dessert, or pudding, as they called it, a word she thought redolent of the entire race!”
Brockes was joined by local radio personality Nancy Richards in an intriguing discussion. Richards reflected on the “lightness of touch” with which Brockes had handled the more horrifying aspects of her mother’s life.
Brockes spoke of simultaneously knowing and not knowing that something utterly ghastly had happened in the previous generation. Her mother, Paula, had endured under the formidable shadow of Brockes’ grandfather who was a paedophile, alcoholic and drug addict. At the age of 24, she had her father arrested and prosecuted for child abuse. “Because it was 1950s South Africa, this was a substantial accomplishment. However, the case went all the way to the High Court in Johannesburg, where the children were called to testify against their father. Because he was able to represent himself, he decimated the witnesses, his own children, right down to the six-year-old, and got off scot-free,” she said.
Brockes also told of the challenges she had researching the case, and reconnecting with her mother’s remaining brothers and sisters. Her story is truly remarkable.
Liesl Jobson tweeted live from the event using the hashtag #livebooks
@EmmaBrockes witnessed and wrote about the huge damage done to one family at the hands of one man. #livebooks
— Liesl Jobson (@LieslJobson) June 10, 2013
Nancy Richards: This could be any one of us, in as much as we all have a mother. @EmmaBrockes writes with a lightness of touch. #livebooks
— Liesl Jobson (@LieslJobson) June 10, 2013
@emmabrockes Mum's best friends were group of gay men who nurtured her back to life after escaping SA. Only wanted friendship. #livebooks
— Liesl Jobson (@LieslJobson) June 10, 2013
Nancy Richards: Very funny & very tragic story. @emmabrockes' mother never told whole story. "You kind of knew before you knew." #livebooks
— Liesl Jobson (@LieslJobson) June 10, 2013
@EmmaBrockes There were signs that things were wrong. Mum was terrifically jolly, but small things made no sense. #livebooks
— Liesl Jobson (@LieslJobson) June 10, 2013
@EmmaBrockes tells of a crucible of violence & abuse. Grandfather was violent alcoholic, textbook psychopath who molested his daughters.
— Liesl Jobson (@LieslJobson) June 10, 2013
@emmabrockes had sense that she could take on Mum's baggage or could lose it. Needed to tell story to find out the whole truth. #livebooks
— Liesl Jobson (@LieslJobson) June 10, 2013
@emmabrockes: I half knew the truth, so couldn't sustain denial. I had to go back to SA and face story, find the trial records. #livebooks
— Liesl Jobson (@LieslJobson) June 10, 2013
@emmabrockes There was something very soothing about going through the logistics of reportage. I'm accustomed to being in archive #livebooks
— Liesl Jobson (@LieslJobson) June 10, 2013
@emmabrockes came to SA to meet seven uncles & aunts who'd been left behind. Had glamour of large family. Was very excited. #livebooks
— Liesl Jobson (@LieslJobson) June 10, 2013
@emmabrockes Brothers carried burden of guilt for not sticking up for sisters. But couldn't stand up to drunken angry father. #livebooks
— Liesl Jobson (@LieslJobson) June 10, 2013
@emmabrockes didn't want SA passport, odious historical connotations. She had preconceptions about SA, but keeps shedding these. #livebooks
— Liesl Jobson (@LieslJobson) June 10, 2013
@emmabrockes's Mum smuggled gun in knickers. Got through customs. First triumph against the British. She said everbody had one! #livebooks
— Liesl Jobson (@LieslJobson) June 10, 2013
@emmabrockes Mum eventually gave the gun in during amnesty. She said, rather wistfully, I'm rather fond of that gun. #livebooks
— Liesl Jobson (@LieslJobson) June 10, 2013
@emmabrockes is funny, inspirational, wry. An empowering narrative of suffering transcended. Thanks @JonathanBallPub @LeopardLeapWine
— Liesl Jobson (@LieslJobson) June 10, 2013
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- She Left Me the Gun by Emma Brockes
EAN: 9780571275847
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